My heart breaks for you...my girl
* Tuesday, July 7, 2009
I'm free ♥ 11:59 PM
Thank you Lukman for your thoughts...I couldn't thank you enough for the sensitivity you potrait today.
I knew you suppose to have commitments...yet you came by and suggested dinner.
I don't know where the gesture comes from.
May it be from care..or just being nice...or....I don't really know.
Beats me! I really don't know!
What is it that is about us? Almighty...help me
Thank you my little hero Zul...ma appreciates you.
Tho nothing of our unpleasant life should be bothering you...I'm sorry.
Just when I thought we're out of clutches, my little pompy cries again.
Sorry daughter....I never meant to bring you into this world to share my pain.
I'm sorry that your own father treats you unfair.
You have been so strong and quiet love...but ma have long known that my children were deeply torn apart.
I have done my utmost for my love ones, and I am running out of zest to go on and on and on.
But again, I will never let you down....no matter how.
Just hold on to me okay......