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* Saturday, February 7, 2009
I'm free ♥ 10:07 PM
It's Feb already.
Days wasn't too bad since my last blog. Basically, office and home, office and home. When could I ever be solely a homemaker alone..god knows lah.
But I'm happy keeping myself so occupied. Yes it's daily 'alot of work complain' in office, I'm happy though. My hard work and good management has always brought me praises and salutes.
Did ponder at times, agitation disturbs.
Sent a hard text to x, reminded him of his irresponsible monthly maintenance defaults, yet pretty swine of him to ignore. I've been too nice all those donkey years adhering to all needs, putting myself last on all list and he.....swells and never stop building shit ego and evently a full grown chauvinist PIG! Grrrrr.....wait till I sue again.
Though alone with my ducklings......me never look back or regret leaving the damb h...
My ducklings do plays hard on me at times, hurts, really hurts but what could I do....carry on with myself day to day.
Last Sat was a nice day out! Hop in with Raf and beau's vehicle and wooosh! we went to JB. Spent....spent...karaoke, shopping, provisions, food....and sea food, yummy yummy.
Never did I expect that my Fad sent me a text that we wanted to create a stalking. No question asked and I gave the green. Alas....someone came along to assist getting me back my Ks. It's really a down when the cahooted couple agreed with only 200 per month. My duck was indeed trapped with those unscrupulous people plan during their meeting. But ok ok lah, better then nuts since 2001. Will see how it come along. Should there was any unpleasant spoken about me to my duck, I wouldn't care less. go to HELL with them!
Love and feelings! Lost on X, lost on S, and never ever on creature called men. What's left are my ducks and duckling. Hope they remain virtue to me. Oh ya, me happy each time I flash that my duckling currently with zfl...he looks good and trustworthy, somehow. She's small though, but I don't mind if she has good guide. Pray, I'm right.
Kinda miss my huge well done home (by me)...but no regrets. I'm out of future mind torturing life.
Now focus! Gonna be a small, but full of comfort home for my Hairi and Putri.
Eemm...getting agitated over no sale yet. Stupid choice of agent...
I think it's high time me gonna change my skin. I'm not so broken after all.
I couldn't reach the sky, at least I would touch the clouds.