OR IS IT ME?
* Thursday, February 26, 2009
I'm free ♥ 10:46 PM
Some days back my boss forward me this:
" First I was dying to finish my high school and start college, and I was dying to finish college and start working.
Then I was dying to marry and have children, and then I was dying for my children to grow enough so I could go back to work.
But then I was dying to retire. And now I'm dying. And suddenly I realized I forgot to live!"
Hmm.....does it sounds or is it me???
Oh Allah, please don't let me feel nor be this way. Please allow me to appreciate my current situation and enjoy each day...Amin.
My emo more to:
"To make money we lose our health, and then to restore our health we lose money. We live as if we are never going to die, and we die as if we never lived."
Valentine?
* Friday, February 13, 2009
I'm free ♥ 6:04 PM
The word or rather a name that inspires love around. The young, the growing, even the old looking to it......hmm...feel nice for them:)
Though it's not a celebration in my religion circle, but I'm ok for anyone to mark it the day to wana start love...touch love.....feel love....give love and beloved.
If the worst ever comes, it still remains in them as they walk down their memory lanes.
I'm thru with all that.
Had my days, my flowers, chocolates, etc, etc., and most unforgetable.....
My loved one...no, my soulmate indeed demands a gift.....allow him a marriage with his another valentine!
So what the hell with calling me his Valentine for years......or was it me who didn't hear him called it with an 'S' ??
There goes shattering my days for the rest of life. Tarnished my memory lane... what's left is history of pain.
Here I am this Valentine morning, not touching the piles of work on my desk....hey, but why am I lamenting ???
Feeling stupid:-(
Thinking hard what's the rest of my day gonna be.
And it's only a.m. 11.40.......
Nevertheless, HAPPY VALENTINE TO THOSE WHO LOVES ME.
To my kiddos, have a good time, neat and sweet memorable day!
MOODS
* Thursday, February 12, 2009
I'm free ♥ 1:10 AM
Hell of a noisy morning...so called home!
All the dins made me mad, really!
Worst! Can't complain.
Starts early, works cool.
Here comes the boss. Making real of a balls day!
Situations? to me
Unsolved matter? to me
Problems? to me
His manager cannot manage? also me
Hey! What the heck this ppl takes me? or am I THAT excellent in making it good?
Must be the later... consoled.
Oooh!
* Saturday, February 7, 2009
I'm free ♥ 10:07 PM
It's Feb already.
Days wasn't too bad since my last blog. Basically, office and home, office and home. When could I ever be solely a homemaker alone..god knows lah.
But I'm happy keeping myself so occupied. Yes it's daily 'alot of work complain' in office, I'm happy though. My hard work and good management has always brought me praises and salutes.
Did ponder at times, agitation disturbs.
Sent a hard text to x, reminded him of his irresponsible monthly maintenance defaults, yet pretty swine of him to ignore. I've been too nice all those donkey years adhering to all needs, putting myself last on all list and he.....swells and never stop building shit ego and evently a full grown chauvinist PIG! Grrrrr.....wait till I sue again.
Though alone with my ducklings......me never look back or regret leaving the damb h...
My ducklings do plays hard on me at times, hurts, really hurts but what could I do....carry on with myself day to day.
Last Sat was a nice day out! Hop in with Raf and beau's vehicle and wooosh! we went to JB. Spent....spent...karaoke, shopping, provisions, food....and sea food, yummy yummy.
Never did I expect that my Fad sent me a text that we wanted to create a stalking. No question asked and I gave the green. Alas....someone came along to assist getting me back my Ks. It's really a down when the cahooted couple agreed with only 200 per month. My duck was indeed trapped with those unscrupulous people plan during their meeting. But ok ok lah, better then nuts since 2001. Will see how it come along. Should there was any unpleasant spoken about me to my duck, I wouldn't care less. go to HELL with them!
Love and feelings! Lost on X, lost on S, and never ever on creature called men. What's left are my ducks and duckling. Hope they remain virtue to me. Oh ya, me happy each time I flash that my duckling currently with zfl...he looks good and trustworthy, somehow. She's small though, but I don't mind if she has good guide. Pray, I'm right.
Kinda miss my huge well done home (by me)...but no regrets. I'm out of future mind torturing life.
Now focus! Gonna be a small, but full of comfort home for my Hairi and Putri.
Eemm...getting agitated over no sale yet. Stupid choice of agent...
I think it's high time me gonna change my skin. I'm not so broken after all.
I couldn't reach the sky, at least I would touch the clouds.