IT'S BEEN A LONG TIME, REALLY!
* Wednesday, January 28, 2009
I'm free ♥ 6:36 AM
Hi myself!
It's been a never ending stressful life time. Needless to say, painful too.
Out of TTSH finally juz few days heading to the Lunar. Thanks Allah.
Full of zest just after that. Got myself karaoke-ing alone, loud and enjoyed. Non stop eating, smiling....then came the drastic old friend of mine.....stomach aching....rushing to the doc....ouch the jab...and ooh the bill.
Three solid days with ouch, ooh, oh, my!, tummy bloats till today.
Nevertheless, never ever forgot to make some one happy. Jan 25th visited niece home and created a surprise birthday celebration for her hubby. He is one fella that I adore and respect despite being so call nephew. Wonder if my own could be as humble, marvellously in control, blah blah blah.
Glad everyone in that home happy. It's just me, who loves those who loves and appreciates me.
Oops! Then a surprise came from my eldest duck. He finally speaks his mind.....maybe he sensed my recent broken days somehow. Emm....never did I expect his sudden concern to help to actually trace that missing 'idiot'. As mum I found myself mum. But deeply happy that my flesh somehow cares for me...especially when he mentioned he actually had been ignorant too long, and time to act FOR ME, hihi. How my duck gonna act, I don't know. It is best to leave it to him I guess, since my duck is now a man, real man and daddy to two cute little angels..oh how I love them
Saaid or pendek, as my duck referred, had been my moral pillar for donkey years. Suddenly made himself dissappeared, invisible or lost to space without a single word or goodbye. Could it be it that I feel so broken???? Whatever.....it doesn't matter now.
I'm living fine, working well and still knows love keeps coming from people around me.
Extract: This time was different felt like I was juz a victim. And it cut me like a knife when he walked out of my life. Now I'm in this condition and I've got all the symptoms of a woman with a broken heart, but no matter what you'll never see my cry!
Chao